Thursday, 1 May 2025

DESKTOP WALLPAPERS: May 2025

You know what month it is...


May is a mixed bag for me because I love this time of year, but it's when the heat starts getting more real. I'm on SSRIs for my mental health and whilst they help me in so many aspects of my life, they also make it super difficult to regulate body heat. So, I struggle to cope on overly-warm days. It does mean that I try to squeeze in as much photography as possible before the summer months, though. Which means grabbing some great shots for wallpapers!

Bluebell Wallpaper

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I adore bluebell season, and we get SO many of them in our back garden. Since we only have a small, mostly concrete yard, the bluebells always make things look pretty and more full.

Butterfly Wallpaper

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BUTTERFLY SEASON!! I love seeing more and more butterflies appear throughout May. Thankfully, my dog, who chases quite literally anything, is fine with letting them fly around the garden and him. 

Old Bookshop Wallpaper

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It's about time I started making some book-related wallpapers. This is a book blog, after all. This is a shot I took at my favourite second-hand bookstore in my city. They have an adorable Sci-Fi and Fantasy corner which I could sit in for hours. 

Emily Brontë Quote Wallpaper

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To wrap things up, here's an Emily Bronte quote about May that I put together for the more minimalist wallpaper enjoyers. 


I hope you enjoy my little selection of wallpapers for May! If you have any suggestions for June, then please let me know in the comments. It's my birthday month so I want to go wandering with my camera to celebrate! 🌸

Sunday, 23 March 2025

rereads and regrets│SMALL THOUGHTS #3


It's time for my first series of mini reviews in 2025! I've had a good start to the year when it comes to my reading goal - I'm ahead by three books. But I know how quickly it can go downhill when life gets in the way, so we'll just have to see how it goes. Here are my thoughts on some of the books I've been loving and...no so loving lately. 😬

The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater 


It is freezing in the churchyard, even before the dead arrive. 

Every year, Blue Sargent stands next to her clairvoyant mother as the soon-to-be dead walk past. Blue herself never sees them—not until this year, when a boy emerges from the dark and speaks directly to her. 

His name is Gansey, and Blue soon discovers that he is a rich student at Aglionby, the local private school. Blue has a policy of staying away from Aglionby boys. Known as Raven Boys, they can only mean trouble. 

But Blue is drawn to Gansey, in a way she can’t entirely explain. He has it all—family money, good looks, devoted friends—but he’s looking for much more than that. He is on a quest that has encompassed three other Raven Boys: Adam, the scholarship student who resents all the privilege around him; Ronan, the fierce soul who ranges from anger to despair; and Noah, the taciturn watcher of the four, who notices many things but says very little. 

For as long as she can remember, Blue has been warned that she will cause her true love to die. She never thought this would be a problem. But now, as her life becomes caught up in the strange and sinister world of the Raven Boys, she’s not so sure anymore.
It’s been almost a decade since I read The Raven Cycle for the first time and with the graphic novel coming out this summer, I’ve been missing the gangsey like crazy. So, I thought it was a perfect time for a reread! Up until a few years ago, I wasn’t big on rereads, especially when it comes to a beloved series. I think part of me is always a tiny bit worried that I won’t love something as much the second time around. But something shifted a while and since then I’ve done…um, too many rereads if I’m being honest. 

Needless to say, I loved reading them again just as much this time around. If not more because I didn’t have to stress out about what would happen next. I’m so grateful to these four books because they definitely helped shaped me into the type of reader I am today.

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Kamikaze Boys by Jay Bell 


My name is Connor Williams and people say I’m crazy. But that’s not who I am. They also think I’m straight, and mean, and dangerous. But that’s not who I am. The stories people tell—all those legends they whisper at school—they don’t mean a thing. Only my mother and younger brother matter to me. Funny then that I find myself wanting to stand up for someone else. David Henry, the cute bookish guy who always keeps to himself, is about to get his ass beat by a bunch of dudes bigger than him. I could look away, let him be one more causality of this cruel world… But that’s not who I am. 

Kamikaze Boys, a Lambda Literary award-winning novel, is a story of love triumphant as two young men walk a perilous path in the hopes of saving each other.
I’ve had this one on my TBR for a couple of years after it was recommended to me by a bookseller. I hate to admit it, but it wasn’t the right recommendation. I did not vibe with this book. It was originally published in 2012 I think? But this version was printed in 2019. It’s definitely a product of it’s time, so maybe I would have enjoyed it more in my John Green days? 

2025 me was far too irritated by these characters, and the plot just fell completely flat. I also had some issues with the way the book depicted mental health facilities, too. One of the main characters ends up in one against his will after An Event, and I know some of these places can be awful and more detrimental to a person than helpful, but this just came across as harmful fearmongering

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Angels Before Man by Rafael Nicolas 


A queer retelling of Satan's fall that's part cozy coming of age and part fast-paced tragedy, with a little love story in between – 

In an eternal paradise, the most beautiful angel, Lucifer, struggles with shame, identity, and timidity, with little more than the desire to worship his creator. 

It isn't until the strongest angel, Michael, comes into his life that Lucifer learns to love himself. Along the way, their friendship begins to bloom into something else. Maybe the first romance in the history of everything. 

But this God is a jealous one, and maybe paradise is not paradise.
Oh BOY. I came across this series by accident, and it turned out to be the best kind of accident possible. THESE BOOKS ARE,,,,,, EVERYTHING. It took me a little while to get into the first one, but after a while it had me fully hooked. 

Word of warning though, these books are extremely dark and feature an extensive list of trigger warnings. So definitely check those out before even considering delving into this world. It’s a rewarding process if you do, though. 

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The Golden Raven by Nora Sakavic 


Jeremy Knox is no stranger to damage control, but his last season on an Exy court is off to a disastrous start. The relentless crusade against his newest teammate threatens the haven he and his friends have worked so hard to build. He promised Jean a fun senior year, but tragedy and ugly truths make every step forward an uphill fight. 

Jean Moreau promised the USC Trojans a championship trophy, and he intends to deliver. Granted, it would be significantly easier if they’d slide off their high horses and throw a few elbows on the court. Their steadfast refusal to do things his way is nearly as aggravating as their unwanted affection, but maybe they’re not the ones that need to change. 

With so many ready to drag him down, how can he learn to fly?
It’s not to early to pick your fave book of the year, is it? Because we all know nothing is going to come close to this for me. All For The Game is my series of all time and I still can’t quite believe we’re getting more stories after all these years. 

Getting to see Jean’s healing process is so important to me. This is the second book in the trilogy that revolves around Jean and Jeremy, and I loved it just as much as the first book. Again, I had no idea what to expect, but it still managed to deliver everything I wanted. 

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They’re just some of the books I’ve been reading so far this year! With rereads and books I expected to love before even picking them up, I’ve been rating most of them five stars and I regret nothing. 

What books have you loved recently?

Friday, 28 February 2025

DESKTOP WALLPAPERS: March 2025

Spring is finally coming! So, spring is actually my fave season. I love everything about it from the flowers popping up to the sun shining a tiny bit more. It always marks the start of a new chapter for me. Ready to pick a wallpaper for the new season?

Daisies Wallpaper

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DAISIES! Who doesn't love daisies? I love seeing them begin to reappear in the spring, so I always shoot a few pics of them when I'm out with my camera. 

Gate in the Meadow Wallpaper

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Prefer a calendar with your wallpaper? This is from a spring photoshoot I did a couple of years back when I stumbled across some peaceful woodland. 

Raindrops on Window Wallpaper

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Even though the sun tries to appear more in spring, we still deal with the rain more often than not. This is from a rainy March afternoon that I spent reading by the window. 

Pastel Gradient Wallpaper

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For those of you who want something a bit more minimalist, I've designed another pastel gradient for March with some of my favourite spring colours. 


I hope you all have a wonderful March! What's your favourite thing about spring? 🌸


Saturday, 1 February 2025

DESKTOP WALLPAPERS: February 2025

It's finally February!! We're all in agreement that January 2025 was the longest month we've ever lived through, right? But it's over now and we have a fresh new month to contend with. Which means picking a new desktop background


I know February is the month of love with Valentine's Day and all that. But it's not for me. When I think about February, I think about being one step closer to spring, and heading out with my camera to document the changing of the seasons. I think of flowers getting ready to bloom again, and birds waiting for the leaves to reappear. That's the vibe we're going for this month!

Robin Wallpaper

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Starting things off with a pic I snapped during February a few years back! I love photographing birds in my local park, and this little robin was a perfect model. 

Hand Through The Grass Wallpaper

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This pic is a fave of mine from a beach shoot with my sister. I actually love doing photography on the beach in winter because it's far more peaceful! 

Forget-Me-Not Wallpaper

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Who doesn't love some forget-me-nots? I've included this one in order to not completely ignore the spirit of true love this month, since it's a popular bridal flower. Look at me, having a single ounce of romanticism. 

Pastel Gradient Wallpaper

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And finally, here's a little pastel gradient background I put together on Procreate with one of my favourite colour palettes. This one actually ended up being my favourite so it was my pick for the PC this month. 


I hope you enjoy these wallpapers and have a lovely February! If you have any ideas you want me to put together for March, then drop me a comment and let me know. I'm so looking forward to spring. 🌸

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